Magical. The little things are adding up. What may seem ridiculous to some are miracles to me. I have done my best to dodge reality for several years now, letting things happen and not seeing that my ouside world(sadly, I now know it was) was not in sync with my inner life. I had given up on most of my relationships, half way in, just strolling through life. Going through the motions, every day a struggle to pretend I was happy and thriving. I have often joked recently that I deserve an Academy Award. Some of my performances are truly worthy. This week it is the little things, adding up to some honest joy and true feelings.
A seed of joy has been planted. Perhaps that tree will flourish and my golden apples will shine. (That is a little over the top for me, stay with me while I figure out this journey) My emotions are starting to wake up in a bit of a dramatic way.
One Love and Peace